Tuesday, June 7, 2011

Not My Fault...

i went shopping yesterday i got new clothes and stuff like that, here is our allowences
  • £30 a month for clothes (can be saved up)
  • £10 a month for shoes (Can be saved up)
  • £15 for toiletries and make up a month, (witch can be saved up)
 i only bought 2 tops and spent my toiletrie money, i do think that it is ridiculous that they exoect us to get toiletries and make up with £15 a month!

then i got in and decided to go to the local pub! i dont drink though just whent along with my friends, staff did the usawel, rang me at 11 asking where i was, i said id be home for 12, i got in they was really annoyed that i had kept them up an hour, i just laughed and said 'next time i wont come home, mind you none of you would notice!'
the 2 staff on sleep just aggreed with me

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Well today i got up at around half 7, i needed too go too work.
as soon as a woke up i vomited but i stil manged to pull my act together and get ready and be off too work.
i finally got there look like absoulte S**t, i looked so pail and ill.
My manager asked me what was up so i told her i was sick.
she couldnt get me out of the building quick enough!
i have towait 48hours beforei can enter the building as i work in a pre-school
Then ive spent the day on the computer been really depressed all day and fed up
but hey, chin up eh!

Just Something to Leave you With;;

A Nail In My Coffin:
Here I lie in my coffin of shame
Killed by someone whose face I never saw
Cuts on my body, wounds no one can see
Why does the story end this way?

It's a nail in my coffin

I'm one step closer to the edge
I feel like I'm headed for a breakdown
Standing on the outside and looking in

'See It Through My Eyes, Not somebody Elses'

2 comments:

  1. I've read your 2 posts,
    they're really interesting!

    I'm a follower now!

    http://fashionista-marika.blogspot.com/

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  2. I enjoyed reading your blog as an insight to life in care. Hope you're having a good weekend lovely. xCx

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